Getting Back Together

I don't know how to start this blog. Naiba yung nangyare. Hindi ito yung inaasahan ko. I thought there will be an awkwardness between us. Medyo nagulat ako sa mga ginawa mo. Hindi ko sure kung matutuwa ba ko. Kasi kung umasta ka parang walang nangyare. But I admit, I missed talking to you. I really do. When you told me that you wanted to talk to me alone, I feel so excited. I think I made an impression to you. I just don't know what kind, but I think it's a good impression. You hold my hand, you look straight to my eyes. I give you advices about your situation. It felt good. I mean I don't mind if we have those awkward moments together. All I know is that we are happy talking to each other. Now I don't feel those feelings again. I am not confused about what is my role in your life. I'm not confused. I'm just your friend, not more than that and will continue to be one. 

April 8-9, 2015

Do we have to end like this?

It first started in the first week of January this year. It's been happening to us for three months now. Awkwardness. Walang kwenta at matinong usapan. Hi hello. Kumusta? Ok lang. End of convo. That's it. That's how we talked this past few months. Dati, we talked like there's no tomorrow. You will pulled me on one corner. "May kwento ako sayo". That's how you always started when you are excited to share something to me. We talked about anything. You asked what happened to me the past few days of not seeing you. Almost everything. But now, we talked nothing. Walang usapan. Nasa iisang lugar pero hindi nagkakakitaan. I've felt that you are not actually excited to see me because if you do, you know exactly where I am. I know you already noticed the changes. Manhid lang hindi makakapansin. Manhid ka ba? O wala ka lang talagang pake? Sabihin mo na lang kaya ng diretso. Kesa yung nanghuhula ako. Do you still want this? We will held our recreational activity this coming Wednesday. If it still the same and I see that you are not putting any effort to change it, then let it be. I will stop. I will move on. 

April 6, 2015.