Over Again

I'm confused once again. And this is because of you. I don't know what you're thinking. I feel like I don't even know you. Are you being true when we are together? I don't know if I will trust you or just keep my distance from you. We had misunderstanding. But you don't want to talk about it. You act like there's no problem and everything is in proper place, when in fact there's awkwardness between us. I don't like to be the one initiating the talk about it because I know you don't like it. Pero pucha. Magiging paulit-ulit na lang lahat. Ok tayo tapos biglang hindi. May biglang iba sa kilos mo. 

After our outing, I thought everything will be back to normal. But I was wrong. Parang mas naging malala. Wala na. Sagad na ko. Nauna akong sumuko. Ayoko na ipilit pa. 

May 15, 2015

Dream Came True

The first time I see you, you instantly got my attention. There's something about you that makes me smile. I love everything about you. I always caught myself starring at your picture. I can't help myself not looking to your instagram account, hoping you will notice me. And you didn't fail me. Yesterday, you made me feel the happiest person in the world. Prolly, you finally noticed that I am consistently liking every pictures you posted in your Instagram account. I even leave a comment to know the caption in your post. Some of your fans diligently answered to my question but I didn't expect that you will be the one to answer yesterday. I commented to your post last night, asking if there's someone who can translate your caption. I was surprised that you've mentioned me and translate your own caption for me to understand since it was written in Thai. Damn. I feel so lucky that day. You finally noticed me. Though you're not the most popular artist there on Thailand, you re still considered a celebrity. And noticing me and give a time to read and replied to my comment is a really big deal to me. You are a star and I'm just a nobody but you did notice me. Thank you Hongyok. 

April 23, 2015