I did something really so "papansin" sayo last Oct 19, 2017. I was not able to control my feelings. I was so obvious. You're being careful this time. Damn, that was so stupid. I saw what you did there.
Friday, October 20, 2017. I was hoping na makasabay kita sa elevator pauwe. I didn't happened. I was hoping to see you across the street near our office. Just a simple glance of you. Nothing happened. I finally accept the fact that I will miss this week not seeing you. We are looking for some restaurant to eat. Boom. You are there. Waiting. I stopped. I looked at you. And you kinda looked at me too. Palapit ako sayo. Then suddenly, you avoided my eyes. Bigla kang tamalikod. I continue walking with my friends. I did not look back. Why the hell are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?
You're making me so confused. Last week, we were okay. Nagkasabay tayo pumasok. We talked a lot. I made you laugh. I even borrowed your "pamaypay". That's the longest talk we had in person. You were the one that initiate it. Then, this happened. I don't know what you are thinking. But kung umiiwas ka, iiwas na din ako. Hihintayin ko na lang na kailanganin mo ulit ako.
