It's her birthday yesterday. I make sure that I show her that I don't forget that special day. I message her through Facebook in the morning. She replied to me in the evening. She thanked me and said that she miss me. She wants to see me.
Actually, I don't know what to reply. I am on the process of forgetting all the things that happened between us as friends. I am beginning to accept the reality that she already forget me and all the things that we had are just memories of the past. Sweet memories of our friendship. I don't want to be bitter. I am grateful that I was able to share some time with her. But I'm doubtful of her intentions. I don't know if she's true to me. If she mean all the things that she said. That's why Im hesitant to say what my true feelings. I don't want to get hurt again. I am thinking that if I let my guard down, I will fall for her sweet words but in the end she will just left me hanging just like what she did last year. I don't know. I want to see her but my head said that it is just another "paasa" moment from her.
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