My day ended in a not so good note. After the meeting, the most closest friend I have approach me but I was on way to my other friend. I ignored her when my other friend called me. Then she walked out. It's not what I wanted that night to turned out. But it just did. It's my fault. I always set her aside to escape from being hurt and rejected. I am not confident that I can really make friends with her. I can't trust my own ability to touch other and become really close with them. I always doubt that she only being nice to me in some circumstances because she genuinely do not care about me. That is true to all the person who became close to me but because of my doubt and inability to fully trust others, I push them all away. It already happened three times to me. And I was not able to bring back the relationship that we had before. I don't what it to happen again. I am sick and tired of it. Fortunately, I was able to win her back before this day end.
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