I just saw a glance of you tonight. We never had a clear moment to talk. You can't even call that a chitchat (very short talk). Poor me. I was waiting for your text. I even get my phone some load so I can reply to you. But I guess I was wrong. Maybe it is really bad to expect something in return from someone you cared. It only gives you so much disappointment. Not because you are friends with someone and you can almost call him or her a bestfriend, still his or her world will not only turn around you. I know it sounds lame. But I am like that. Maybe because I am the type of person that really cares too much. I can easily be worried when I don't see you around, if I saw that something is bothering you or you are not unwell without asking you. I am so observant with people especially those who are really close to me. Probably that's the reason why I got easily disappointed. I want them to treat and care for me the way I do with them. I've been trying to change that kind of attitude. But everytime I do that, I push people away. Then, misunderstanding happens and the cycle continues. I become friends with you, I got disappointed with the way you treat me. I never got satisfied. I started to doubt myself and your friendship. I distance myself. Misunderstanding happens. Awkwardness is in the air in every meeting. The drifting. Lastly, where we started, being strangers once again. Complicated.
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