I am broken hearted. Sobrang tanga ko. You left me hangin' again. Stupid me, still believing in your lies. Pinipilit kong isipin na hindi ka ganun. You ignored me. Lahat ng pinagsamahan naten dati mula 2nd year collage, pinagdududahan ko na. Putek. Ginamit mo lang ako. Nung hindi ka pa close dun sa isa, saken ka sumama. Akala ko totoo lahat ng ginawa mo para saken. Now, I'm starting to doubt if those things were true. I'm trying to defend you in my friends, yun pala mas totoo pa sila. Ansakit. Unti unti ko nang tinatanggap sa sarili ko na what we had before was sweet memories that I can happily remembered but I was wrong. It's not worth remembering. It's not a sweet memories but a fake one. Tapos aalis ka na pala. Mag-iibang bansa. Tatlong taon na kitang di nakikita at magpapatuloy pa. Damn.
Yung isa naman, akala ko okay na. Ang ganda ng usapan naten sa text. Nung nagkita tayo after ng meeting, I greeted you in hand shakes, but you barely look at me, then you just walked away. We haven't talk that much the past few weeks, but it's like nothing to you. You never approached me after that. Dati pag di tayo nakapag usap, lalapit ka kagad para magkuwento ng kahit ano. I can see in your eyes that you really missed me. Ngayon, wala. Di ko alam kung ano na ba? Talaga pang sabay pa nangyare to? Bad trip. Iiwasan na lang ba kita? Or I will try to save what we had? What if you purposely doing it to give me a hint that it is over and you wanted to end it?
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