ALL SHE IS

This past few days my mind was filled with so many thoughts and it makes me feel exhausted and frustrated. Thoughts that i want to be erase and be finally gone cause maybe it makes me feel better. I've been rejected, as always. The friendship we had is over. And she did it. I dont know if i did something very unforgivable to her. I really cant recall anything. I dont know where i should place myself now if we see each other. If i can just ask her those things that stucked in my head for months now that really needs some answers. Oh my!!!! If i just can....But i can't. I feel that i dont have any rights to ask for that. The things she wrote on her facebook makes me feel more guilty. And i dont know if she already forget the simple misunderstandings we had and really forgive me. I must be giving up right now but she's one thing that i cant i give up on. Though i know sometimes its not good for me anymore and i wasted and sacrificed many things, i just cant seem to stop because i know she's worth fighting for. She really do. I'm lucky to have her in my life and im lucky to be part of her's. She's a very good friend, after all.


"Though we drifted apart in distance I still think of you as being right here. And although we have many misunderstandings, it is our friendship that means the most to me."