Moved On

November 30, 2015

After a year, we were able to talked again. On her birthday, November 22, 2015. I made an effort to search her on IG. I didn't follow her tho. I just send her a private message. I don't want to bring back any memories of her. And obviously, I don't want my IG becomes a Facebook. Yes we did exchanged some messages. As usual, she never get tired of saying "I miss you", which I really doubt if that's true. To be honest, I felt like we were just in college at that moment. I mean, there were some memories that I remembered. There were some feelings that I feel again. But unlike before, it was not as strong as before. I already knew from the start that the conversation won't last long. And I was right. I was the one who made the last reply. I was surprised because it doesn't hurt. I don't feel any grudges about it. I just let it go. This made me realize that time really heals everything. I thought my world will be spinning just around that person. Now I moved on. It's fine with me if she left me hangin there. I don't really care just like how she didn't care about me. Atleast I showed to her that I never changed. But she does.